In conversations with my father and his current girlfriend I have realized that Fran still has a ridiculously strong hold on me and how I view myself. I decided that I need to write her a letter in hopes that it will bring closure to that chapter in my life. I know that it is holding me back to still have those feelings deep down inside of me.
I want to go beyond that and write my father, mother and grandparents. I think that my father will be the most difficult one to write of all because I still have to face him. My letter to Fran will be difficult simply because I know it will take alot out of me to dig that deep, when I have made it a mission not to express my feelings about her outside of anger and pain. I know that thereis more inside of me. Hell I might just go on a writing mission and write everyone!
As difficult as I know this project will be, I think I will come out of it a stronger more confident woman.
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